Testimony
How Jesus saved me
I grew up in a Christian family, but the believe never really felt real to me. It seemed like a lot of stories and rules that I didn't fully understand. As soon as I turned 18, I left home and stopped going to church. I got caught up in a student lifestyle of partying, drinking, and drugs, while struggling with periods of deep depression. I was constantly looking for something to fill the emptiness I felt inside.
Eventually, I started searching spiritually and found the New Age believe, and for many years I explored all kinds of ceremonies, retreats, therapies, and spiritual practices. I had experiences that felt very real, and I thought I was moving closer to truth and light.
Things began to change when I started working on my land on Ometepe. Some Christian workers invited me to church. At first I went mainly because I wanted to understand the local culture, but something stood out to me: the way people genuinely cared for one another. I had always felt a desire to help others, and I realized that the New Age spirituallity is focused mainly on self.
Even though I still held on to many of my old beliefs, I kept going to church for a few months. Slowly I started reading the Bible and sometimes praying instead of meditating. Then one night, everything changed. God opened my eyes and showed me the truth of who He is and the deception I had been living in. What I thought was a connection to God (called the universe) was something very different. That night, Jesus completely changed my life. The next day I got rid of all my New Age items and chose to follow Him wholeheartedly. Since then, He has transformed me in ways I never thought possible and has faithfully led me into the work He is doing here on Ometepe.
Esther Akkerman